5 midnight sun午夜阳光-第17部分
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sense to Emmett； that he was considering how it might be the best course of action。 The rage he d yet cheated； strength simmered； barely under control。 Yes； Emmett was stronger than I was； but to beat me in a wrestling match。 He claimed that this was because I but hearing thoughts was just as much a part of who I was as his immense was a part of him。 We were evenly matched in a fight。 Was I going to fight with my family You re in enough trouble as it A fight？ Was that where this was headed？ over a human I barely knew？ I thought about that for a moment； thought about the fragile feel of the girl s body in my arms in juxtaposition with Jasper； Rose； and Emmett supernaturally strong and fast； killing machines by nature Yes； I would fight for her。 Against my family。 I shuddered。 But it wasn t fair to leave her undefended when I was the one who d put her in danger。 I couldn t win alone； though； not against the three of them； and I wondered who my allies would be。
Carlisle； certainly。 He would not fight anyone； but he would be wholly against Rose s and Jasper s designs。 That might be all I needed。 I would see Esme； doubtful。 She would not side against me either； and she would hate to disagree with Carlisle； but she would be for any plan that kept her family intact。 Her first priority would not be rightness； but me。 If Carlisle was the soul of our family； then Esme was the heart。 He gave us a leader who deserved following； she made that following into an act of love。 We all loved each other even under the fury I felt toward Jasper and Rose right now； even planning to fight them to save the girl； I knew that I loved them。 Alice I had no idea。 It would probably depend on what she saw ing。 side with the winner； I imagined。 She would So； I would have to do this without help。 I wasn t a match for them alone； but I wasn t going to let the girl be hurt because of me。 That might mean evasive action My rage dulled a bit with the sudden； black humor。 I could imagine how the girl would react to my kidnapping her。 Of course； I rarely guessed her reactions right but what other reaction could she have besides terror？ I wasn t sure how to manage that； though kidnapping her。 I wouldn t be able to stand being close to her for very long。 Perhaps I would just deliver her back to her mother。 Even that much would be fraught with danger。 For her。 And also for me； I realized suddenly。 If I were to kill her by accident I wasn t certain exactly how much pain that would cause me； but I knew it would be multifaceted and intense。 The time passed quickly while I mulled over all the plications ahead of me： the argument waiting for me at home； the conflict with my family； the lengths I might be forced to go to afterward Well； I couldn t plain that life outside this school was monotonous any more。 The girl had changed that much。 Emmett and I walked silently to the car when the bell rang。 He was worrying about me； and worrying about Rosalie。 He knew whose side he would have to choose in a quarrel； and it bothered him。 The others were waiting for us in the car； also silent。 group。 Only I could hear the shouting。 We were a very quiet Idiot！ Lunatic！ Moron！ Jackass！ Selfish； irresponsible fool！ Rosalie kept up a constant stream of insults at the top of her mental lungs。 It made it hard to hear the others； but I ignored her as best I could。 Emmett was right about Jasper。 He was sure of his course。 Alice was troubled； worrying about Jasper； flipping through images of the future。 No matter which direction Jasper came at the girl； Alice always saw me there； blocking him。 Interesting neither Rosalie nor Emmett was with him in these visions。 So Jasper planned to work alone。 That would even things up。 Jasper was the best； certainly the most experienced fighter among us。 advantage lay in that I could hear his moves before he made them。 My one
I had never fought more than playfully with Emmett or Jasper just horsing around。 I felt sick at the thought of really trying to hurt Jasper No； not that。 Just to block him。 That was all。 I concentrated on Alice； memorizing Jasper s different avenues of attack。 As I did that； her visions shifted； moving further and further away from the Swan s house。 I was cutting him off earlier Stop that； Edward！ It can t happen this way。 I won t let it。 I didn t answer her； I just kept watching。 She began searching farther ahead； into the misty； unsure realm of distant possibilities。 Everything was shadowy and vague。 The entire way home； the charged silence did not lift。 I parked in the big garage off the house； Carlisle s Mercedes was there； next to Emmett s big jeep； Rose s M3 and my Vanquish。 I was glad Carlisle was already home this silence would end explosively； and I wanted him there when that happened。 We went straight to the dining room。 The room was； of furnished with a about having all conference room。 sometimes it was course； never used for its intended purpose。 But it was long oval mahogany table surrounded by chairs we were scrupulous the correct props in place。 Carlisle liked to use it as a In a group with such strong and disparate personalities； necessary to discuss things in a calm； seated manner。 I had a feeling that the setting was not going to help much today。 Carlisle sat in his usual seat at the eastern head of the room。 him they held hands on top of the table。 Esme s eyes were on me； their golden depths full of concern。 Stay。 It was her only thought。 Esme was beside I wished I could smile at the woman who was truly a mother to me； but I had no reassurances for her now。 I sat on Carlisle s other side。 Esme reached around him to put her free hand on my shoulder。 She had no idea of what was about to start； she was just worrying about me。 Carlisle had a better sense of what was ing。 His lips were pressed tightly together and his forehead was creased。 The expression looked too old for his young face。 As everyone else sat； I could see the lines being drawn。 Rosalie sat directly across from Carlisle； on the other end of the long table。 She glared at me； never looking away。 Emmett sat beside her； his face and thoughts both wry。
Jasper hesitated； and then went to stand against the wall behind Rosalie。 He was decided； regardless of the oute of this discussion。 My teeth locked together。 Alice was the last to e in； and her eyes were focused future； still too indistinct for her to make use of it。 about it； she sat next to Esme。 She rubbed her forehead Jasper twitched uneasily and considered joining her； but I took a deep breath。 on something far away the Without seeming to think as if she had a headache。 he kept his place。 I had started this I should speak first。 I m sorry； I said； looking first at Rose； then Jasper and then Emmett。 I didn t mean to put any of you at risk。 It was thoughtless； and I take full responsibility for my hasty action。 Rosalie glared at me balefully。 What do you mean； take full responsibility ？ Are you going to fix it？ Not the way you mean； I said； working to keep my voice even and quiet。 I m willing to leave now； if that makes things better。 If I believe that the girl will be safe； if I believe that none of you will touch her； I amended in my head。 No； Esme murmured。 I patted her hand。 No； Edward。 It s just a few years。 Esme s right； though； Emmett said。 You can t go anywhere now。 That would be the opposite of helpful。 We have to know what people are thinking； now more than ever。 Alice will catch anything major； I disagreed。 Carlisle shook his head。 I think Emmett is right； Edward。 The girl will be more likely to talk if you disappear。 It s all of us leave； or none of us。 She won t say anything； I insisted quickly。 Rose was building up to the explosion； and I wanted this fact out there first。 You don t know her mind； Carlisle reminded me。 I know this much。 Alice； back me up。 Alice stared up at me wearily。 I can t see what will happen if we just ignore this。 She glanced at Rose and Jasper。 No； she couldn t see that future not when Rosalie and Jasper were so decided against ignoring the incident。 Rosalie s palm smacked down on the table with a loud bang。 We can t allow the human a chance to say anything。 Carlisle； you must see that。 Even if we decided to all disappear； it s not safe to leave stories behind us。 We live so differently from the rest of our kind you know there are those who would love an excuse to point fingers。 We have to be more careful than anyone else！ We ve left rumors behind us before； I reminded her。 Just rumors and suspicions； Edward。 Evidence！ I scoffed。 Not eyewitnesses and evidence！
But Jasper was nodding； his eyes hard。 Rose Carlisle began。 Let me finish； Carlisle。 It doesn t have to be any big production。 The girl hit her head today。 So maybe that injury turns out to be more serious that it looked。 Rosalie shrugged。 Every mortal goes to sleep with the chance of never waking up。 The others would expect us to clean up after ourselves。 Technically； that would make it Edward s job； but this is obviously beyond him。 You know I m capable of control。 I would leave no evidence behind me。 Yes； Rosalie； we all know how proficient an assassin you are； I snarled。 She hissed at me； furious。 Edward； please； Carlisle said。 Then he turned to Rosalie。 Rosalie； I looked the other way in Rochester because I
