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indeed I cannotat least not now; in this place。  Something

happenedSudden death in one young; strong; and full of hope; like

you; seems to me horriblehorrible。  In mercy promise to incur no

risk on my account;〃 she said passionately; and almost wildly。



〃My poor little friend; how needlessly frightened you are!〃 he

said; soothingly and gently。  〃There; I will promise you anything

that a man of honor can。  But a word against you; Jennie Burton;

touches me close; very close。  As said the Earl of Kent; 'It invades

the region of my heart。'〃



She looked up swiftly and questioningly; and then a sudden crimson

suffused her face。  With a strong and uncontrollable instinct she

appeared to shrink from him。



〃Kent served one who had lost the power to make return;〃 she said;

shaking her head sadly as she turned away。



〃Let me reply with Kent again;〃 he earnestly responded。  〃'You

have that in your countenance'in your character'which I would

fain call master'; and I am mastered; nor can I be shaken from my

allegiance。  I can at least imitate Kent's faithfulness; if not

his obtrusiveness; in the service of his king。  You have already

claimed me as a friend; and so much at least I shall ever be。  Let

me win more if I can。〃



She became very quiet now; and looked steadily into his flushed;

eager face with an expression of sorrowful regret and pain that

would have restrained him had a ten…fold stronger and more impetuous

love been seeking utterance; and by a gesture; simple yet eloquently

impressive; she put her finger to her lips。  Then giving him her

hand she said; with strong emphasis:



〃Mr。 Van Berg; I would value such a FRIEND as you could be to me

more than I can tell you。〃



〃I shall be to you all that you will permit;〃 he said; gently yet

firmly。  〃As you now appear I could as soon think of urging my

clamorous human love on a sad…eyed saint that had suffered some

cruel form of martyrdom for her faith; and then; as the legends

teach; had been sent from heaven among us mortals upon some errand

of mercy。〃



〃Your words are truer than you think;〃 she replied; the pallor

deepening in her face。  〃I have suffered a strange; cruel form of

martyrdom。  But I am not a saint; only a weak woman。  I would value

such a friend as you could be exceedingly。  Indeedindeed;〃 she

continued hesitatingly; 〃there are peculiar reasons why I wish

we might meet as friends occasionally。  If you knewif you knew

allyou would not ask to be more。  Can you trust one who is clouded

by sadness and mystery?〃



He took her hand in both of his and answered; 〃Jennie Burton;

there could no greater misfortune befall me than to lose my faith

in you。  I associate you with all that is most sacred to me。  Every

instinct of my heart assures me that although the mystery that

enshrouds your life may be as cold as death; it is; as far as you

are concerned; as white as snow。〃



〃Yes; and as far as another is concerned also;〃 she said

solemnly。  〃Your trust is generous; and I am very; very grateful。

Perhapspossibly I maysome timetell you; for you risked your

life for me; andandthere is another reason。  But I have never

spoken of it yet。  Good…night。〃



〃Stay;〃 he said; 〃I cannot begin being a true friend to you by

being a false friend to another。  I am ashamed that I have been so

preoccupied with myself that I have not spoken of it before。  Mr。

Stanton resented Sibley's insulting language more promptly than I

did。  I have been basely accepting a gratitude that rightly belongs

to him; and I assure you he is in far more danger from Sibley than

I am。〃



Her brow contracted in a sudden frown; and there was something like

irritation in her tones as she said:



〃Danger again! and to another; for my sake!  Must I be tortured

with fear and anxiety; because a low fellow; true to his nature;

will be scurrilous?  Mr。 Van Berg;〃 she continued; with a sudden

flash of her eyes; 〃are you and Mr。 Stanton quarrelling with Mr。

Sibley on your own account; or on mine?  From henceforth I refuse

to have the remotest relation to such a quarrel。  No remarks of

a man like Sibley can insult me; and hereafter any friend of mine

who lowers himself to resent them; or has aught to do with the

fellow; will both wound and humiliate me。〃



〃After such words; Miss Burton;〃 Van Berg answered with a smile;

〃rest assured I shall avoid him as I would a pestilence。  But

remember; I have been as guilty as Stanton; yes; more so; for

Stanton received the first provocation; and he is naturally more

impetuous than I am。  But I have been thanked; as well as warned

and justly rebuked。  I think;〃 he added; as if the words cost him

an effort; 〃 that if you will kindly ask Stanton to have nothing

more to do with Sibley; he will accede to your wishes; and whatever

he promises; he will perform。〃



〃Is your friend; then; so honorable a man?〃 she asked。



〃He is; indeed;〃 replied Van Berg; earnestly; while a generous

flush suffused his face; 〃a true; noble…hearted fellow。  He shows

his worst side at once; but you would discover new and good traits

hin him every day。〃



She turned away with a low laugh。  〃Since you are so loyal to your

old friend;〃 she said; 〃I think you will prove true to your new

one。  I shall put Mr。 Stanton to the test; and discover whether he

will give up his quarrel with Mr。 Sibley for the sake of such poor

thanks as I can give。  Once more; good…night。〃



She was hastening away; when he seized her hand and said:



〃Why do you go with averted face?  Have I offended you?〃



She trembled violently。  〃Please do not look at me so;〃 she said;

falteringly。  〃I cannot endure it。  Pity my weakness。〃



His hand tightened in its warm grasp; and the expression of his

face grew more ardent。



She looked up with a sudden flash in her eyes; and said; almost

sternly:



〃You must not look at me in that way; or else even friendship will

be impossible and we must become strangers。  Perhaps; after all;

this will be the wisest course for us both;〃 she added; in a gentler

tone。



He dropped her hand; but said firmly; 〃No; Miss Jennie; you have

given me the right to call you my friend; and I have seen friendship

in your eyes; and friends at least we shall be till the end of time。

I shall not say good…night。  I shall not let you go away and brood

by yourself。  I have learned that cheering others is the very elixir

of your life; so; come into the parlor。  I will find Stanton and

our friend with the soprano voice; and the guests of the house

shall again bless the stars that sent you to us; as I do daily。〃



She smiled faintly and said:



〃I'll join you there after a little while;〃 and she flitted out

into the darkening hall…way; and sought her room by a side stair。



A few moments later Stanton; finding the object of his thoughts did

not appear among the guests who sought to escape the sultriness of

the evening on the wide piazzas or in the large; spacious parlor;

began to wander restlessly in a half…unconscious search。  A servant

was just lighting the gas in the small and remote reception…room

as he glanced in。  The apartment was empty; and no echoes of the

words just spoken were lingering。



A little later Miss Burton came down the main stair…way in her

breezy; cheery manner; and his jealous fears were quieted。



He joined her at once; saying that it was the unanimous wish that

she should give them some music again that evening。



She would join with him and others; she said; and her manner was

so perfectly frank and cordial; so like her bearing towards a lady

friend to whom she next spoke; that he fairly groaned in despair

of touching a heart that seemed to overflow with kindness toward

all。



Van Berg soon appeared; but Miss Burton; on this occasion; managed

that the singing should be maintained by quite a large group about

the piano; and on account of the sultriness of the evening the

service of song was brief。



While Van Berg was leading a hymn that had been asked for by one

of the guests; Miss Burton found the opportunity of saying; 〃Mr。

Stanton; I wish to thank you for your chivalric defence to…day of

one who is poor and orphaned。  Mr。 Van Berg told me of your generous

and friendly course。  Thus far I can believe that your conduct has

been inspired by the truest and most manly impulses。  But if in

any way you again have aught to do with Mr。 Sibley; I shall feel

deeply wounded and humiliated。  I refuse to be associated with that

man; even in the remotest degree。  Your delicate sense of honor will

teach you that if any further trouble grows out of this affair no

effort on your part can separate my name from it。  The world rarely

distinguishes between a gentlemanly quarrel and a vulgar brawl;

especially where one of the parties is essentially vulgar。  As a

gentleman you will surely shield me from any such associations。〃



Stanton; rememberi

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