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cloud。〃



As she turned she was intercepted by Stanton; who said:



〃Miss Burton; let my present to you my cousin; Miss Mayhew。〃



A ray from a parlor lamp fell upon Ida's face; and Van Berg saw at

once that it was clouded and unamiable in its expression。  Stanton

had evidently been reproaching her severely。



Miss Burton held out her hand cordially and said; 〃I wish to thank

you for maintaining the credit of our sex this morning。  These

superior men are so fond of portraying us as hysterical; clinging

creatures whose only instinct in peril is to throw themselves on

man's protection; that I always feel a little exultation when one

of the 'weaker and gentler sex;' as we are termed; show the courage

and presence of mind which they coolly appropriate as masculine

qualities。〃



〃Are you an advocate of woman's rights; Miss Burton?〃 asked Miss

Mayhew; stung by the unconscious sarcasm of the lady's words; to reply

in almost as resentful a manner as if a wound had been intended。



〃Not of woman's; particularly;〃 was the quiet answer; 〃I would be

glad if every one had their rights。〃



〃You philanthropy is very wide; certainly。〃



〃And therefore very thin; perhaps you think; since it covers so much

ground。  I agree with you; Miss Mayhew; that general good…will is

as cold and thin as moonshine。  One ray of sunlight that warms some

particular thing into life is worth it all。〃



〃Indeed! I think I prefer moonlight。〃



〃There are certain absorbing avocations in life to which moonshine

is better adapted then sunlight; is probably the thought in my

cousin's mind;〃 said Stanton; satirically。



〃And what are they?〃 asked Miss Burton。



〃Flirtation; for instance。〃



〃My cousin is speaking for himself;〃 said Ida; acidly; 〃and knows

better what is in his own mind than in mine。〃



〃If some ladies themselves never know their own minds; how can

another know?〃 Stanton retorted。



〃Well;〃 said Miss Burton; with a laugh; 〃if we accept a practical

philosophy much in voguethat of taking the world as we find

itflirting is one of the commonest pursuits of mankind。〃



〃I'm quite sure; Miss Burton;〃 said Van Berg; 〃that your philosophy

of life is the reverse of taking the world as we find it。〃



〃Indeed; you are mistaken; sir; I am exceedingly prosaic in my views;

and cherish no Utopian dreams and theories。  I do indeed take the

old matter…of…fact world as I find it; and try to make the best of

it。〃



〃Ah; your last is a very saving clause。  Too many are seemingly

trying to make the worst of it; and unfortunately they succeed。〃



Ida here shot a quick and vengeful glance at the speaker。



〃Please do not present me as a general reformer; Mr。 Van Berg;〃

protested Miss Burton; with a light laugh; 〃I have my hands full

in mending my own ways。〃



〃And so might we all; no doubt;〃 said Stanton; 〃only most of us

leave our ways unmended。  but I am curious to know; Miss Burton; how

you would make the best of a flirtation; since this is emphatically

a part of the world as we find it; especially at a summer hotel。〃



〃The best that we can do with many things that exist;〃 she replied;

〃is to leave them alone。  Italy is pre…eminently the land of garlic

and art; but fortunately we shall not find it necessary to indulge

in both and in equal proportions when we are so happy as to go

abroad。〃



〃A great many people prefer the garlic;〃 said Stanton。



〃Oh; certainly;〃 she answered; 〃it's a matter of taste。〃



〃So then garlic and flirtation are corresponding terms in your

vocabulary?〃



〃I cannot say which term outranks the other; but it seems to me that

if a woman regards her love as a sacred thing; she cannot permit

an indefinite number of commonplace people even to attempt to stain

it with their soiling touch。〃



〃I think gentlemen show just as much of a disposition to flirt as

ladies;〃 said Ida; with resentment in her tone。



〃I will not dispute that statement;〃 replied Miss Burton; with a

laugh; 〃indeed; I'm inclined to think they are very human。〃



〃Humane; you mean;〃 interposed Stanton。  〃Yes; I often wonder at

our patient endurance。〃



〃Which shall be taxed no longer to…night by me。  Good…evening; Miss

Mayhew。  Good…evening; patient martyrs。〃



〃Humane; indeed!〃 said Stanton。  〃Are you that way inclined; Van?〃



〃I have no occasion to be otherwise。〃



〃Well; I feel savage enough to scalp some one。〃



〃So I should judge;〃 remarked Ida。



〃Perhaps then; as my mood contrasts somewhat favorably with your

cousin's; you will venture to walk with me for awhile?〃 said Van

Berg。



〃Indeed; sir;〃 she replied; taking his arm; 〃there are times when

any change is a relief。〃



〃I cannot be very greatly elated over that view of the case;

certainly;〃 remarked Van Berg; with a laugh。



She did not reply at once; but after a moment said:  〃I suppose

you regard me as a hopeless case at best。〃



〃what suggests that thought to you; Miss Mayhew?〃



〃You are not so dull as to need to ask that question; and you only

ask it to draw me out。  For one thing; you probably think that

I instigated Mr。 and Mrs。 Chints to act as they did。  This is not

true。〃



〃I'm very glad to hear it。〃



〃I'm no more to blame than Mr。 Burleigh was。  He knew about it as

well as I did; but Mrs。 Chints was bound to carry out her project。〃



〃Will you permit a suggestion?〃



〃I suppose you wish to insinuate that I acted like a heathen;

instead of saying that I am one plainly; as does Cousin Ik?〃



〃I think you acted a little thoughtlessly。  If Miss Burton had been

in your place; she would have tried to prevent the disagreeable

scene。〃



〃Oh; certainly! she is perfect。〃



〃No; she is kind。〃



〃Would it be possible to speak upon some agreeable subject; Mr。

Van Berg?  I have had enough mortifications for one day。〃



He was puzzled。  What topic could he introduce that would interest

this spoiled and petulant beauty。



He touched on art; but she was only artful in her small way; and

could not follow him。  He tried literature; and here they had even

less in common。  He would not and indeed could not read the thin

society novels which reflected modes of life as trivial as her

own; and his books might have been written in another language;

so slight was her acquaintance with them。  The various political;

social; or scientific questions of the day had never puzzled her

brain。  Van Berg cautiously felt his way towards his companion's

knowledge of two or three of the most popular of them。  Her answers;

however; were so superficial and irrelevant; and also so evidently

embarrassed; that he saw his only resources to be society chit…chat;

gossip about mutual acquaintances; the latest modes; the attractions

of pleasure resorts in the city; and of summer resorts in the country。

But he gave his mind to these unwonted themes; and labored hard to

be entertaining; for now that he had gained the vantage…ground he

sought; he was determined to discover whether there was a sleeping

mind or a vacuum behind Miss Mayhew's shapely forehead。  Granting

that there was a womanly intelligence there; as yet unquickened;

he was not so irrational as to imagine he could jostle it into

illumining activity in one short hour; or day; or week。  But it

seemed to him that if any mind existed worth the name; it would

give such encouraging signs of life before many days passed as

would promise success of his experiment。  He felt that his first

aim must be to establish an intimacy that would permit as full

and frank an exchange of thought as was possible between people so

dissimilar。



While he tried to bring himself down to the littleness of her daily

life; he determined to show his disapproval of every phrase of its

meanness as far as he could without offending her。  He had made her

feel that he condemned her course towards Miss Burton that evening;

and he had meant to do so。



She resented this disapproval; and at the same time respected him

for it。  Indeed he puzzled her。  He evidently sought and wished

for her society; and yet as they walked back and forth; even though

she did not look at him when the light gave her the opportunity

to do so; she felt intuitively that he did not enjoy her company。

She saw that he was laboring hard to make himself agreeable; but

his small talk had not the familiar flippancy and fluency of one

speaking in his native tongue; nor was his manner that of one who;

infatuated with her beauty; had thrown aside all other considerations。



She felt that the man at her side measured her; and understood her

littleness thoroughly。



And she herself had a growing consciousness of insignificance that

was as painful as it was novel。  Adding to all the humiliations

of this day here was a man; not so very much older than herself;

trying to come down to her level; as he would accommodate his

language to

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