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composer; having made his debut at the Italian opera under a feigned

name; ran away with a young lady in Germany。 The dying father

commended the young man; who was really full of talent; to his son…in…

law; proving to him; at the same time; that he had refused to marry

the mother that he might not injure Madame Minoret。 The doctor

promised to give the unfortunate Joseph half of whatever his wife

inherited from her father; whose business was purchased by the Erards。

He made due search for his illegitimate brother…in…law; but Grimm

informed him one day that after enlisting in a Prussian regiment

Joseph had deserted and taken a false name and that all efforts to

find him would be frustrated。



Joseph Mirouet; gifted by nature with a delightful voice; a fine

figure; a handsome face; and being moreover a composer of great taste

and much brilliancy; led for over fifteen years the Bohemian life

which Hoffman has so well described。 So; by the time he was forty; he

was reduced to such depths of poverty that he took advantage of the

events of 1806 to make himself once more a Frenchman。 He settled in

Hamburg; where he married the daughter of a bourgeois; a girl devoted

to music; who fell in love with the singer (whose fame was ever

prospective) and chose to devote her life to him。 But after fifteen

years of Bohemia; Joseph Mirouet was unable to bear prosperity; he was

naturally a spendthrift; and though kind to his wife; he wasted her

fortune in a very few years。 The household must have dragged on a

wretched existence before Joseph Mirouet reached the point of

enlisting as a musician in a French regiment。 In 1813 the surgeon…

major of the regiment; by the merest chance; heard the name of

Mirouet; was struck by it; and wrote to Doctor Minoret; to whom he was

under obligations。



The answer was not long in coming。 As a result; in 1814; before the

allied occupation; Joseph Mirouet had a home in Paris; where his wife

died giving birth to a little girl; whom the doctor desired should be

called Ursula after his wife。 The father did not long survive the

mother; worn out; as she was; by hardship and poverty。 When dying the

unfortunate musician bequeathed his daughter to the doctor; who was

already her godfather; in spite of his repugnance for what he called

the mummeries of the Church。 Having seen his own children die in

succession either in dangerous confinements or during the first year

of their lives; the doctor had awaited with anxiety the result of a

last hope。 When a nervous; delicate; and sickly woman begins with a

miscarriage it is not unusual to see her go through a series of such

pregnancies as Ursula Minoret did; in spite of the care and

watchfulness and science of her husband。 The poor man often blamed

himself for their mutual persistence in desiring children。 The last

child; born after a rest of nearly two years; died in 1792; a victim

of its mother's nervous conditionif we listen to physiologists; who

tell us that in the inexplicable phenomenon of generation the child

derives from the father by blood and from the mother in its nervous

system。



Compelled to renounce the joys of a feeling all powerful within him;

the doctor turned to benevolence as a substitute for his denied

paternity。 During his married life; thus cruelly disappointed; he had

longed more especially for a fair little daughter; a flower to bring

joy to the house; he therefore gladly accepted Joseph Mirouet's

legacy; and gave to the orphan all the hopes of his vanished dreams。

For two years he took part; as Cato for Pompey; in the most minute

particulars of Ursula's life; he would not allow the nurse to suckle

her or to take her up or put her to bed without him。 His medical

science and his experience were all put to use in her service。 After

going through many trials; alternations of hope and fear; and the joys

and labors of a mother; he had the happiness of seeing this child of

the fair German woman and the French singer a creature of vigorous

health and profound sensibility。



With all the eager feelings of a mother the happy old man watched the

growth of the pretty hair; first down; then silk; at last hair; fine

and soft and clinging to the fingers that caressed it。 He often kissed

the little naked feet the toes of which; covered with a pellicle

through which the blood was seen; were like rosebuds。 He was

passionately fond of the child。 When she tried to speak; or when she

fixed her beautiful blue eyes upon some object with that serious;

reflective look which seems the dawn of thought; and which she ended

with a laugh; he would stay by her side for hours; seeking; with

Jordy's help; to understand the reasons (which most people call

caprices) underlying the phenomena of this delicious phase of life;

when childhood is both flower and fruit; a confused intelligence; a

perpetual movement; a powerful desire。



Ursula's beauty and gentleness made her so dear to the doctor that he

would have liked to change the laws of nature in her behalf。 He

declared to old Jordy that his teeth ached when Ursula was cutting

hers。 When old men love children there is no limit to their passion

they worship them。 For these little beings they silence their own

manias or recall a whole past in their service。 Experience; patience;

sympathy; the acquisitions of life; treasures laboriously amassed; all

are spent upon that young life in which they live again; their

intelligence does actually take the place of motherhood。 Their wisdom;

ever on the alert; is equal to the intuition of a mother; they

remember the delicate perceptions which in their own mother were

divinations; and import them into the exercise of a compassion which

is carried to an extreme in their minds by a sense of the child's

unutterable weakness。 The slowness of their movements takes the place

of maternal gentleness。 In them; as in children; life is reduced to

its simplest expression; if maternal sentiment makes the mother a

slave; the abandonment of self allows an old man to devote himself

utterly。 For these reasons it is not unusual to see children in close

intimacy with old persons。 The old soldier; the old abbe; the old

doctor; happy in the kisses and cajoleries of little Ursula; were

never weary of answering her talk and playing with her。 Far from

making them impatient her petulances charmed them; and they gratified

all her wishes; making each the ground of some little training。



The child grew up surrounded by old men; who smiled at her and made

themselves mothers for her sake; all three equally attentive and

provident。 Thanks to this wise education; Ursula's soul developed in a

sphere that suited it。 This rare plant found its special soil; it

breathed the elements of its true life and assimilated the sun rays

that belonged to it。



〃In what faith do you intend to bring up the little one?〃 asked the

abbe of the doctor; when Ursula was six years old。



〃In yours;〃 answered Minoret。



An atheist after the manner of Monsieur Wolmar in the 〃Nouvelle

Heloise〃 he did not claim the right to deprive Ursula of the benefits

offered by the Catholic religion。 The doctor; sitting at the moment on

a bench outside the Chinese pagoda; felt the pressure of the abbe's

hand on his。



〃Yes; abbe; every time she talks to me of God I shall send her to her

friend 'Shapron;'〃 he said; imitating Ursula's infant speech; 〃I wish

to see whether religious sentiment is inborn or not。 Therefore I shall

do nothing either for or against the tendencies of that young soul;

but in my heart I have appointed you her spiritual guardian。〃



〃God will reward you; I hope;〃 replied the abbe; gently joining his

hands and raising them towards heaven as if he were making a brief

mental prayer。



So; from the time she was six years old the little orphan lived under

the religious influence of the abbe; just as she had already come

under the educational training of her friend Jordy。



The captain; formerly a professor in a military academy; having a

taste for grammar and for the differences among European languages;

had studied the problem of a universal tongue。 This learned man;

patient as most old scholars are; delighted in teaching Ursula to read

and write。 He taught her also the French language and all she needed

to know of arithmetic。 The doctor's library afforded a choice of books

which could be read by a child for amusement as well as instruction。



The abbe and the soldier allowed the young mind to enrich itself with

the freedom and comfort which the doctor gave to the body。 Ursula

learned as she played。 Religion was given with due reflection。 Left to

follow the divine training of a nature that was led into regions of

purity by these judicious educators; Ursula inclined more to sentiment

than to duty; she took as her rule of conduct the voice of her own

conscience rather than the demands of social law。 In her; nobility of

feeling and action

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