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  and turned me the cold shoulder; they would never have been able

  to ruin you。 Your wife brought on the coldness between us;

  instigated by her mother; to whom she wrote two letters a week;a

  fact to which you paid no attention。 I recognized my Paul when I

  heard that detail。



  Within a month I shall be so intimate with your mother…in…law that

  I shall hear from her the reasons of the hispano…italiano hatred

  which she feels for you;for you; one of the best and kindest men

  on earth! Did she hate you before her daughter fell in love with

  Felix de Vandenesse; that's a question in my mind。 If I had not

  taken a fancy to go to the East with Montriveau; Ronquerolles; and

  a few other good fellows of your acquaintance; I should have been

  in a position to tell you something about that affair; which was

  beginning just as I left Paris。 I saw the first gleams even then

  of your misfortune。 But what gentleman is base enough to open such

  a subject unless appealed to? Who shall dare to injure a woman; or

  break that illusive mirror in which his friend delights in gazing

  at the fairy scenes of a happy marriage? Illusions are the riches

  of the heart。



  Your wife; dear friend; is; I believe I may say; in the fullest

  application of the word; a fashionable woman。 She thinks of

  nothing but her social success; her dress; her pleasures; she goes

  to opera and theatre and balls; she rises late and drives to the

  Bois; dines out; or gives a dinner…party。 Such a life seems to me

  for women very much what war is for men; the public sees only the

  victors; it forgets the dead。 Many delicate women perish in this

  conflict; those who come out of it have iron constitutions;

  consequently no heart; but good stomachs。 There lies the reason of

  the cold insensibility of social life。 Fine souls keep themselves

  reserved; weak and tender natures succumb; the rest are

  cobblestones which hold the social organ in its place; water…worn

  and rounded by the tide; but never worn…out。 Your wife has

  maintained that life with ease; she looks made for it; she is

  always fresh and beautiful。 To my mind the deduction is plain;

  she has never loved you; and you have loved her like a madman。



  To strike out love from that siliceous nature a man of iron was

  needed。 After standing; but without enduring; the shock of Lady

  Dudley; Felix was the fitting mate to Natalie。 There is no great

  merit in divining that to you she was indifferent。 In love with

  her yourself; you have been incapable of perceiving the cold

  nature of a young woman whom you have fashioned and trained for a

  man like Vandenesse。 The coldness of your wife; if you perceived

  it; you set down; with the stupid jurisprudence of married people;

  to the honor of her reserve and her innocence。 Like all husbands;

  you thought you could keep her virtuous in a society where women

  whisper from ear to ear that which men are afraid to say。



  No; your wife has liked the social benefits she derived from

  marriage; but the private burdens of it she found rather heavy。

  Those burdens; that tax wasyou! Seeing nothing of all this; you

  have gone on digging your abysses (to use the hackneyed words of

  rhetoric) and covering them with flowers。 You have mildly obeyed

  the law which rules the ruck of men; from which I desired to

  protect you。 Dear fellow! only one thing was wanting to make you

  as dull as the bourgeois deceived by his wife; who is all

  astonishment or wrath; and that is that you should talk to me of

  your sacrifices; your love for Natalie; and chant that psalm:

  〃Ungrateful would she be if she betrayed me; I have done this; I

  have done that; and more will I do; I will go to the ends of the

  earth; to the Indies for her sake。 II〃 etc。 My dear Paul; have

  you never lived in Paris; have you never had the honor of

  belonging by ties of friendship to Henri de Marsay; that you

  should be so ignorant of the commonest things; the primitive

  principles that move the feminine mechanism; the a…b…c of their

  hearts? Then hear me:



  Suppose you exterminate yourself; suppose you go to Saint…Pelagie

  for a woman's debts; suppose you kill a score of men; desert a

  dozen women; serve like Laban; cross the deserts; skirt the

  galleys; cover yourself with glory; cover yourself with shame;

  refuse; like Nelson; to fight a battle until you have kissed the

  shoulder of Lady Hamilton; dash yourself; like Bonaparte; upon the

  bridge at Arcola; go mad like Roland; risk your life to dance five

  minutes with a womanmy dear fellow; what have all those things

  to do with LOVE? If love were won by samples such as those mankind

  would be too happy。 A spurt of prowess at the moment of desire

  would give a man the woman that he wanted。 But love; LOVE; my good

  Paul; is a faith like that in the Immaculate conception of the

  Holy Virgin; it comes; or it does not come。 Will the mines of

  Potosi; or the shedding of our blood; or the making of our fame

  serve to waken an involuntary; an inexplicable sentiment? Young

  men like you; who expect to be loved as the balance of your

  account; are nothing else than usurers。 Our legitimate wives owe

  us virtue and children; but they don't owe us love。



  Love; my dear Paul; is the sense of pleasure given and received;

  and the certainty of giving and receiving it; love is a desire

  incessantly moving and growing; incessantly satisfied and

  insatiable。 The day when Vandenesse stirred the cord of a desire

  in your wife's heart which you had left untouched; all your self…

  satisfied affection; your gifts; your deeds; your money; ceased to

  be even memories; one emotion of love in your wife's heart has

  cast out the treasures of your own passion; which are now nothing

  better than old iron。 Felix has the virtues and the beauties in

  her eyes; and the simple moral is that blinded by your own love

  you never made her love you。



  Your mother…in…law is on the side of the lover against the

  husband;secretly or not; she may have closed her eyes; or she

  may have opened them; I know not what she has donebut one thing

  is certain; she is for her daughter; and against you。 During the

  fifteen years that I have observed society; I have never yet seen

  a mother who; under such circumstances; abandons her daughter。

  This indulgence seems to be an inheritance transmitted in the

  female line。 What man can blame it? Some copyist of the Civil

  code; perhaps; who sees formulas only in the place of feelings。



  As for your present position; the dissipation into which the life

  of a fashionable woman cast you; and your own easy nature;

  possibly your vanity; have opened the way for your wife and her

  mother to get rid of you by this ruin so skilfully contrived。 From

  all of which you will conclude; my good friend; that the mission

  you entrusted to me; and which I would all the more faithfully

  fulfil because it amused me; is; necessarily; null and void。 The

  evil you wish me to prevent is accomplished;〃consummatum est。〃



  Forgive me; dear friend; if I write to you; as you say; a la de

  Marsay on subjects which must seem to you very serious。 Far be it

  from me to dance upon the grave of a friend; like heirs upon that

  of a progenitor。 But you have written to me that you mean to act

  the part of a man; and I believe you; I therefore treat you as a

  man of the world; and not as a lover。 For you; this blow ought to

  be like the brand on the shoulder of a galley…slave; which flings

  him forever into a life of systematic opposition to society。 You

  are now freed of one evil; marriage possessed you; it now behooves

  you to turn round and possess marriage。



  Paul; I am your friend in the fullest acceptation of the word。 If

  you had a brain in an iron skull; if you had the energy which has

  come to you too late; I would have proved my friendship by telling

  you things that would have made you walk upon humanity as upon a

  carpet。 But when I did talk to you guardedly of Parisian

  civilization; when I told you in the disguise of fiction some of

  the actual adventures of my youth; you regarded them as mere

  romance and would not see their bearing。 When I told you that

  history of a lawyer at the galleys branded for forgery; who

  committed the crime to give his wife; adored like yours; an income

  of thirty thousand francs; and whom his wife denounced that she

  might be rid of him and free to love another man; you exclaimed;

  and other fools who were supping with us exclaimed against me。

  Well; my dear Paul; you were that lawyer; less the galleys。



  Your friends here are not sparing you。 The sister of the two

  Vandenesses; the Marquise de Listomere and all her set; in which;

  by the bye; that little Rastignac has enrolled himself;the scamp

  will make his way!Madame d'Aigle

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