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The Golden Threshold



by Sarojini Naidu








WITH AN INTRODUCTION BY ARTHUR SYMONS











DEDICATED TO EDMUND GOSSE WHO FIRST SHOWED ME THE WAY TO THE

GOLDEN THRESHOLD 

London; 1896 Hyderabad; 1905 



CONTENTS



FOLK SONGS



Palanquin…Bearers  

Wandering Singers  

Indian Weavers  

Coromandel Fishers  

The Snake…Charmer 

Corn…Grinders 

Village…Song 

In Praise of Henna 

Harvest Hymn 

Indian Love…Song 

Cradle…Song 

Suttee



SONGS FOR MUSIC



Song of a Dream 

Humayun to Zobeida 

Autumn Song Alabaster 

Ecstasy 

To my Fairy Fancies



POEMS



Ode to H。 H。 the Nizam of Hyderabad 

In the Forest 

Past and Future Life 

The Poet's Love…Song 

To the God of Pain 

The Song of Princess Zeb…un…nissa 

Indian Dancers 

My Dead Dream 

Damayante to Nala in the Hour of Exile 

The Queen's Rival 

The Poet to Death 

The Indian Gipsy 

To my Children 

The Pardah Nashin 

To Youth 

Nightfall in the City of Hyderabad 

Street Cries 

To India 

The Royal Tombs of Golconda 

To a Buddha seated on a Lotus



 

INTRODUCTION



It is at my persuasion that these poems are now published。  The

earliest of them were read to me in London in 1896; when the

writer was seventeen; the later ones were sent to me from India

in 1904; when she was twenty…five; and they belong; I think;

almost wholly to those two periods。  As they seemed to me to have

an individual beauty of their own; I thought they ought to be

published。  The writer hesitated。  〃Your letter made me very

proud and very sad;〃 she wrote。  〃Is it possible that I have

written verses that are 'filled with beauty;' and is it possible

that you really think them worthy of being given to the world? 

You know how high my ideal of Art is; and to me my poor casual

little poems seem to be less than beautifulI mean with that

final enduring beauty that I desire。〃  And; in another letter;

she writes: 〃I am not a poet really。  I have the vision and the

desire; but not the voice。  If I could write just one poem full

of beauty and the spirit of greatness; I should be exultantly

silent for ever; but I sing just as the birds do; and my songs

are as ephemeral。〃  It is for this bird…like quality of song; it

seems to me; that they are to be valued。  They hint; in a sort of

delicately evasive way; at a rare temperament; the temperament of

a woman of the East; finding expression through a Western

language and under partly Western influences。  They do not

express the whole of that temperament; but they express; I think;

its essence; and there is an Eastern magic in them。



Sarojini Chattopadhyay was born at Hyderabad on February 13;

1879。  Her father; Dr。 Aghorenath Chattopadhyay; is descended

from the ancient family of Chattorajes of Bhramangram; who were

noted throughout Eastern Bengal as patrons of Sanskrit learning;

and for their practice of Yoga。  He took his degree of Doctor of

Science at the University of Edinburgh in 1877; and afterwards

studied brilliantly at Bonn。  On his return to India he founded

the Nizam College at Hyderabad; and has since laboured

incessantly; and at great personal sacrifice; in the cause of

education。



Sarojini was the eldest of a large family; all of whom were

taught English at an early age。  〃I;〃 she writes; 〃was stubborn

and refused to speak it。  So one day when I was nine years old my

father punished methe only time I was ever punishedby

shutting me in a room alone for a whole day。  I came out of it a

full…blown linguist。  I have never spoken any other language to

him; or to my mother; who always speaks to me in Hindustani。  I

don't think I had any special hankering to write poetry as a

little child; though I was of a very fanciful and dreamy nature。 

My training under my father's eye was of a sternly scientific

character。  He was determined that I should be a great

mathematician or a scientist; but the poetic instinct; which I

inherited from him and also from my mother (who wrote some lovely

Bengali lyrics in her youth) proved stronger。  One day; when I

was eleven; I was sighing over a sum in algebra: it WOULDN'T come

right; but instead a whole poem came to me suddenly。  I wrote it

down。



〃From that day my 'poetic career' began。  At thirteen I wrote a

long poem a la 'Lady of the Lake'1300 lines in six days。  At

thirteen I wrote a drama of 2000 lines; a full…fledged passionate

thing that I began on the spur of the moment without forethought;

just to spite my doctor who said I was very ill and must not

touch a book。  My health broke down permanently about this time;

and my regular studies being stopped I read voraciously。  I

suppose the greater part of my reading was done between fourteen

and sixteen。  I wrote a novel; I wrote fat volumes of journals; I

took myself very seriously in those days。〃



Before she was fifteen the great struggle of her life began。  Dr。

Govindurajulu Naidu; now her husband; is; though of an old and

honourable family; not a Brahmin。  The difference of caste roused

an equal opposition; not only on the side of her family; but of

his; and in 1895 she was sent to England; against her will; with

a special scholarship from the Nizam。  She remained in England;

with an interval of travel in Italy; till 1898; studying first at

King's College; London; then; till her health again broke down;

at Girton。  She returned to Hyderabad in September 1898; and in

the December of that year; to the scandal of all India; broke

through the bonds of caste; and married Dr。 Naidu。  〃Do you know

I have some very beautiful poems floating in the air;〃 she wrote

to me in 1904; 〃and if the gods are kind I shall cast my soul

like a net and capture them; this year。  If the gods are

kindand grant me a little measure of health。  It is all I need

to make my life perfect; for the very 'Spirit of Delight' that

Shelley wrote of dwells in my little home; it is full of the

music of birds in the garden and children in the long arched

verandah。〃  There are songs about the children in this book; they

are called the Lord of Battles; the Sun of Victory; the

Lotus…born; and the Jewel of Delight。



〃My ancestors for thousands of years;〃 I find written in one of

her letters; 〃have been lovers of the forest and mountain caves;

great dreamers; great scholars; great ascetics。  My father is a

dreamer himself; a great dreamer; a great man whose life has been

a magnificent failure。  I suppose in the whole of India there are

few men whose learning is greater than his; and I don't think

there are many men more beloved。  He has a great white beard and

the profile of Homer; and a laugh that brings the roof down。  He

has wasted all his money on two great objects: to help others;

and on alchemy。  He holds huge courts every day in his garden of

all the learned men of all religionsRajahs and beggars and

saints and downright villains all delightfully mixed up; and all

treated as one。  And then his alchemy!  Oh dear; night and day

the experiments are going on; and every man who brings a new

prescription is welcome as a brother。  But this alchemy is; you

know; only the material counterpart of a poet's craving for

Beauty; the eternal Beauty。  'The makers of gold and the makers

of verse;' they are the twin creators that sway the world's

secret desire for mystery; and what in my father is the genius of

curiositythe very essence of all scientific geniusin me is

the desire for beauty。  Do you remember Pater's phrase about

Leonardo da Vinci; 'curiosity and the desire of beauty'?〃



It was the desire of beauty that made her a poet; her 〃nerves of

delight〃 were always quivering at the contact of beauty。  To

those who knew her in England; all the life of the tiny figure

seemed to concentrate itself in the eyes; they turned towards

beauty as the sunflower turns towards the sun; opening wider and

wider until one saw nothing but the eyes。



She was dressed always in clinging dresses of Eastern silk; and

as she was so small; and her long black hair hung straight down

her back; you might have taken her for a child。  She spoke

little; and in a low voice; like gentle music; and she seemed;

wherever she was; to be alone。



Through that soul I seemed to touch and take hold upon the East。 

And first there was the wisdom of the East。 I have never known

any one who seemed to exist on such 〃large draughts of

intellectual day〃 as this child of seventeen; to whom one could

tell all one's personal troubles and agitations; as to a wise old

woman。  In the East; maturity comes early; and this child had

already lived through all a woman's life。  But there was

something else; something hardly personal; something which

belonged to a consciousness older than the Christian; which I

realised; wondered at; and admired; in her passionate

tranquillity of mind; before which everything mean and trivial

and temporar

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