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or womanly or manly beauty; without very distinct individuality。

But at last it seemed to me that some of them were taking on a look

not wholly unfamiliar to me; there were features that did not seem

new。 Can it be so?  Was there ever such innocence in a creature so

full of life?  She tells her heart's secrets as a three…years…old

child betrays itself without need of being questioned!  This was no

common miss; such as are turned out in scores from the young…lady…

factories; with parchments warranting them accomplished and

virtuous;in case anybody should question the fact。  I began to

understand her;and what is so charming as to read the secret of a

real femme incomprise?for such there are; though they are not the

ones who think themselves uncomprehended women。



Poets are never young; in one sense。  Their delicate ear hears the

far…off whispers of eternity; which coarser souls must travel

towards for scores of years before their dull sense is touched by

them。  A moment's insight is sometimes worth a life's experience。  I

have frequently seen children; long exercised by pain and

exhaustion; whose features had a strange look of advanced age。  Too

often one meets such in our charitable institutions。  Their faces

are saddened and wrinkled; as if their few summers were threescore

years and ten。



And so; many youthful poets have written as if their hearts were old

before their time; their pensive morning twilight has been as cool

and saddening as that of evening in more common lives。  The profound

melancholy of those lines of Shelley;



     〃I could lie down like a tired child

      And weep away the life of care

      Which I have borne and yet must bear 〃



came from a heart; as he says; 〃too soon grown old;〃at twenty…six

years; as dull people count time; even when they talk of poets。



I know enough to be prepared for an exceptional nature;only this

gift of the hand in rendering every thought in form and color; as

well as in words; gives a richness to this young girl's alphabet of

feeling and imagery that takes me by surprise。  And then besides;

and most of all; I am puzzled at her sudden and seemingly easy

confidence in me。  Perhaps I owe it to myWell; no matter!  How one

must love the editor who first calls him the venerable So…and…So!



I locked the book and sighed as I laid it down。  The world is

always ready to receive talent with open arms。  Very often it does

not know what to do with genius。  Talent is a docile creature。  It

bows its head meekly while the world slips the collar over it。  It

backs into the shafts like a lamb。  It draws its load cheerfully;

and is patient of the bit and of the whip。  But genius is always

impatient of its harness; its wild blood makes it hard to train。



Talent seems; at first; in one sense; higher than genius;namely;

that it is more uniformly and absolutely submitted to the will; and

therefore more distinctly human in its character。  Genius; on the

other hand; is much more like those instincts which govern the

admirable movements of the lower creatures; and therefore seems to

have something of the lower or animal character。  A goose flies by a

chart which the Royal Geographical Society could not mend。  A poet;

like the goose; sails without visible landmarks to unexplored

regions of truth; which philosophy has yet to lay down on its atlas。

The philosopher gets his track by observation; the poet trusts to

his inner sense; and makes the straighter and swifter line。



And yet; to look at it in another light; is not even the lowest

instinct more truly divine than any voluntary human act done by the

suggestion of reason?  What is a bee's architecture but an

unobstructed divine thought?what is a builder's approximative rule

but an obstructed thought of the Creator; a mutilated and imperfect

copy of some absolute rule Divine Wisdom has established;

transmitted through a human soul as an image through clouded glass?



Talent is a very common family…trait; genius belongs rather to

individuals;just as you find one giant or one dwarf in a family;

but rarely a whole brood of either。  Talent is often to be envied;

and genius very commonly to be pitied。  It stands twice the chance

of the other of dying in hospital; in jail; in debt; in bad repute。

It is a perpetual insult to mediocrity; its every word is a trespass

against somebody's vested ideas;blasphemy against somebody's O'm;

or intangible private truth。



What is the use of my weighing out antitheses in this way; like a

rhetorical grocer?You know twenty men of talent; who are making

their way in the world; you may; perhaps; know one man of genius;

and very likely do not want to know any more。  For a divine

instinct; such as drives the goose southward and the poet

heavenward; is a hard thing to manage; and proves too strong for

many whom it possesses。  It must have been a terrible thing to have

a friend like Chatterton or Burns。  And here is a being who

certainly has more than talent; at once poet and artist in tendency;

if not yet fairly developed;a woman; too;and genius grafted on

womanhood is like to overgrow it and break its stem; as you may see

a grafted fruit…tree spreading over the stock which cannot keep pace

with its evolution。



I think now you know something of this young person。  She wants

nothing but an atmosphere to expand in。  Now and then one meets with

a nature for which our hard; practical New England life is obviously

utterly incompetent。  It comes up; as a Southern seed; dropped by

accident in one of our gardens; finds itself trying to grow and blow

into flower among the homely roots and the hardy shrubs that

surround it。  There is no question that certain persons who are born

among us find themselves many degrees too far north。  Tropical by

organization; they cannot fight for life with our eastern and

northwestern breezes without losing the color and fragrance into

which their lives would have blossomed in the latitude of myrtles

and oranges。  Strange effects are produced by suffering any living

thing to be developed under conditions such as Nature had not

intended for it。  A French physiologist confined some tadpoles under

water in the dark。  Removed from the natural stimulus of light; they

did not develop legs and arms at the proper period of their growth;

and so become frogs; they swelled and spread into gigantic tadpoles。

I have seen a hundred colossal human tadpoles; overgrown Zarvce or

embryos; nay; I am afraid we Protestants should look on a

considerable proportion of the Holy Father's one hundred and thirty…

nine millions as spiritual larvae; sculling about in the dark by the

aid of their caudal extremities; instead of standing on their legs;

and breathing by gills; instead of taking the free air of heaven

into the lungs made to receive it。  Of course we never try to keep

young souls in the tadpole state; for fear they should get a pair or

two of legs by…and…by and jump out of the pool where they have been

bred and fed!  Never!  Never。  Never?



Now to go back to our plant。  You may know; that; for the earlier

stages of development of almost any vegetable; you only want air;

water; light; and warmth。  But by…and…by; if it is to have special

complex principles as a part of its organization; they must be

supplied by the soil;your pears will crack; if the root of the

tree gets no iron;your asparagus…bed wants salt as much as you do。

Just at the period of adolescence; the mind often suddenly begins to

come into flower and to set its fruit。  Then it is that many young

natures; having exhausted the spiritual soil round them of all it

contains of the elements they demand; wither away; undeveloped and

uncolored; unless they are transplanted。



Pray for these dear young souls!  This is the second natural birth;…

for I do not speak of those peculiar religious experiences which

form the point of transition in many lives between the consciousness

of a general relation to the Divine nature and a special personal

relation。  The litany should count a prayer for them in the list of

its supplications; masses should be said for them as for souls in

purgatory; all good Christians should remember them as they remember

those in peril through travel or sickness or in warfare。



I would transport this child to Rome at once; if I had my will。  She

should ripen under an Italian sun。  She should walk under the

frescoed vaults of palaces; until her colors deepened to those of

Venetian beauties; and her forms were perfected into rivalry with

the Greek marbles; and the east wind was out of her soil。  Has she

not exhausted this lean soil of the elements her growing nature

requires?



I do not know。  The magnolia grows and comes into full flower on

Cape Ann; many degrees out of its proper region。  I was riding once

along that delicious road between the hills and the sea; when we

passed a thicket where there seemed to be a c

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